| why can't this last forever? |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|04:52 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | the stills | ] |
AbusClint: hey
AbusClint returned at 4:37:34 PM.
AbusClint: thats crazy
d cfc621: werdd
AbusClint: yeah
d cfc621: it was nice talking to you today
d cfc621: 'bout time
AbusClint: i know
d cfc621: i dumped my boyfriend right after lunch
AbusClint: i was gonna say the same thing
AbusClint: really?
d cfc621: for the second time in the past two days
d cfc621: yeah
AbusClint: i was just gonna ask you
AbusClint: if you did
d cfc621: well, i did.
d cfc621: we're just friends blah blah.
d cfc621: i told him i liked someone else.
AbusClint: o, do you?
d cfc621: i don't lie, remember?
AbusClint: aye yes
AbusClint: who?
d cfc621: don't worry about it
d cfc621: i'm not going to make an ass of myself
AbusClint: how would you make an ass out of yourself?
AbusClint: i just wanna know
d cfc621: you already know though
AbusClint: i do?
d cfc621: blahh
d cfc621: i'm being an ass now, see.
AbusClint: no i am
AbusClint: i really am an ass hole
d cfc621: why is that
AbusClint: i dont know
AbusClint: i just feel like i am
d cfc621: you were only mean to me once.
d cfc621: and you appologized for it.
d cfc621: do you reallly not remember when you said you just wanted to be my friend/
d cfc621: /
AbusClint: i really dont
AbusClint: i still like you
AbusClint: and when i heard you had a b/f
AbusClint: i was jealous
AbusClint: really jealous
d cfc621: too bad, i like seome kid with a beatles tie but he's going out with my english teacher so :-\
AbusClint: ha
AbusClint: you didnt hear?
AbusClint: mr dillon and I
d cfc621: mr. dillon likes me more.
AbusClint: we broke up after lunch
d cfc621: did you?
AbusClint: yeah
d cfc621: sorry to hear that.
AbusClint: yeah its okay
AbusClint: we're still friends
d cfc621: blah blah.
AbusClint: yeahhhh
AbusClint: i feel bad for your sister
d cfc621: why?
AbusClint: because your beautiful, and shes not. and she's supposed to be your twin
d cfc621: i always thought she was the better looking one.
d cfc621: i was looking at our pictures from when we were kids and she was cute and i was scarey :-(
AbusClint: well things definetaly turned out differently
AbusClint: shes def not more pretty than you are
AbusClint: i think your beautiful
d cfc621: well thank you.
d cfc621: heather, mr.dillon, and i all thing you are quite a looker also.
d cfc621: but i'll kick heathers ass.
AbusClint: ha
d cfc621: she's blonde.
AbusClint: yeah
AbusClint: haha
d cfc621: psh.
AbusClint: im really scared of her, she stalks me
d cfc621: nicole reed told me that heather told her that heather told you that someone likes you and she wouldn't tell you who
d cfc621: that was me that she was talking about
d cfc621: so much gossip in this school, tsk tsk.
AbusClint: it was you?
AbusClint: yeah she told me that
AbusClint: i hoped you liked me
d cfc621: but i had tolddd you i liked youu
AbusClint: o
AbusClint: it was before
d cfc621: true true
d cfc621: but i never liked my boyfriend anyway
d cfc621: sometimes i have trouble sasying no
AbusClint: o
AbusClint: yeah i have that too
AbusClint: sometimes
d cfc621: besides this one time i was like no and the dude didn't listen
d cfc621: and i was mad
AbusClint: o
AbusClint: yeah
d cfc621: it was worth sitting next to brie today.
AbusClint: ha yeah on the other side
d cfc621: i wasn't all lonley
AbusClint: yeah
d cfc621: because usually only brie talks to me
d cfc621: or ivy ahhh
AbusClint: haha
AbusClint: ill brb
AbusClint: 10 minn
AbusClint: brb!
d cfc621: alrigt
AbusClint is away at 4:50:42 PM. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 24th, 2005|04:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | zolof and the rock and roll destroyer | ] |
A.J. IS COMMING HOME IN A WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| ouch |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|11:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | quasi [yay jackie] | ] |
i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate her. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 22nd, 2005|10:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bright eyes | ] |
for breakfast i had a shot of wisky and a cigarette
then my mom came home and made me go shopping
i got alot of nice panties
and clothes
but i still hate shopping
i dyed my hair, but you can't even tell
then i went to the mall
with out jackie[ my twin], thank god
i made friends with james and kevin
no not james
his name is chappie
chappie and kevin
we drew a penis on the table
i mean, a smile face
they lit a fiercracker
we got kicked out for 6 months
they went to utopia
we went back to the mall
p.i.g.
i gave kyle a hickie for 7 minutes straight
i was timed
it was suposed to be only five minutes
but robster is mean
we bought a new back
i smoked half of mine
had a wonderful night
then i came home
everyone was fighting and i had to clean alot of stuff
now jackie is sending me sin city |
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| shit is real |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|08:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the notorious b.i.g. | ] |
my mom went to talk to my teachers today.
mr. dillon loved me.
so it didn't matter what the other teachers say.
so i am in no trouble for the first time in my life.
and greg is giving strange signals
and pretends he never said what he said
what the fuck.
it's okay, i'm black y'all. |
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| OGLADO. |
[Apr. 20th, 2005|06:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | heatmiser | ] |
MChio577: because if u think about it.. one bad day isnt ur whole life
MChio577: no matter how bad it seems
oglado. love love love.
can i get some comments, g?
wtf, oglado.
wtf, oglado.
oglado conversations = life.
none of you know what i am talking about. |
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| give me sunshine. |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|06:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bright eyes | ] |
you are my sunshine my only sunshine
i'm going to beat you up.
i'm going to beat you up.
i will beat you up.
i will beat you up.
i hate you.
i hate you.
you make me happy, oh when skys are gray and gray and gray.
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| who do you want to belong to? |
[Apr. 13th, 2005|05:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tilly & the wall | ] |
you do not actually have to read this.
so don't complain if it's too emo for you.
i'm only actually happy when i am with my friends.
but when i'm not with them i hate them and i hate everything.
and all i want is to be driving somewhere with my brother.
right now.
listening to wu tang clan.
and smoking camels.
right now.
or to be sleeping.
and having no trouble.
and not waking up every few minutes.
even with a pill in my system.
or for my hiccups to go away.
and never come back.
and to let me breath right
from now on
and i want you to go away
and to wish that my attempt this afternoon
had actually worked
so my good byes would be exact
and nothing would be out of place
that way everyone would be happier.
but they would think they were sad, just to get some sympathy.
oh how people love sympathy.
you can't go nuts unless someone is watching you.
well, that's not how it is for me.
it's the opposite for me.
so stop your sympathy.
AbusClint: im sorry for being mean
AbusClint: im sorry for being mean
AbusClint: im sorry for being mean
AbusClint: im sorry for being mean
AbusClint: im sorry for being mean
AbusClint: im sorry for being mean
AbusClint: im sorry for being mean
AbusClint: im sorry for being mean
who do you want to belong to?
i said don't worry about it, and you didn't.
but i wanted you to worry about it. because i would like to belong to you. i would like to belong to you i would like it very much.
so sit back and pretend that this is about some other friend.
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| rest in fucking peace. |
[Mar. 31st, 2005|05:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | heatmiser | ] |
one: pick 10 musicians.
two: post them and see who can guess which song of each musician's is your favourite.
three: once someone guesses right, bold that row and include your favourite song.
MKAY!!
1- elliott smith
2- rilo kiley
3- yeah yeah yeahs
4- billy joel
5- zolof the rock and roll destroyer
6- the distillers
7- the early november
8- bright eyes
9- death cab for cutie
10- the beatles |
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| i want to scream and hide. |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|04:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | melancholy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | zolof the rock and roll destroyerrrrr | ] |
rest in peace michelle
rest in peace tony
rest in peace grant
rest in peace remy
just stay off the fucking road.
just don't drink too much.
just stop doing something stupid.
i know it's okay.
i know it's okay.
i know it's okay.
everything is alright.
i'm fine.
everything is okay.
i'm alright.
everything is fine.
i'm okay.
i'm hypocritical. the worst kind. first we break up. then later that night i call 5 times and beg for him to take him back. now we are both having second thoughts. and jackie probably hates me.
well i don't know what i want.
i don't know what i need.
i do know i don't need fucking prozac.
and i don't need school.
and i don't need ...
i don't need you.
d cfc621: whos motercyle is this?
hangmans Joke x: its not a motorcycle, its a chopper baby
d cfc621: whos chopper is this?
hangmans Joke x: its zed's
d cfc621: who's zed?
hangmans Joke x: zed's dead bay, zed's dead
i do need her, though. |
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| prozac? |
[Mar. 29th, 2005|07:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | zolof the rock and roll destroyer!!!!we0yr | ] |
i'm a terrible person.
i'm a terrible person.
i'm a terrible person.
i'm a terrible person.
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what i ate today:
- chocolate covered bunny
- pizza
- smoothie
gulpp.
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| this is the sound of settling. |
[Mar. 26th, 2005|11:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  giggly | ] |
| [ | music |
| | death cab for cutie | ] |
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| blank-blank says hi... |
[Mar. 23rd, 2005|04:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | exanimate | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the stills | ] |
alright. well, today i missed school.
but nanny-poo, mother dearest, that beast, made me do work for her.
here is what i did:
-sort the laundry
-bring stuff downstairs to put into the workroom
-walk the dog we don't have
-dry the mouse cage
-clean my room ['twas very messy]
-do 3 loads of laundry
-take everything out of the dryer
-collect the hangers
-empty the dishwasher
-college the water glasses that were upstairs
-empty the cabinet under my mother's bathroom sink
hmph.
and to top it off, we drove all the way to my shrinks place to find out the appointment is actually tomorrow.
rar.
well, anthony's comming over soon.
<3jill0n |
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| slipping away into the night wont get you any higher. |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|05:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rilo kiley | ] |
-grounded friday
-saw michelle saturday
-went to mel's saturday night
-met alex mogil
-he's cool
-watched "when harry met sally..."
-katie came over sunday
-she did my homework
-i went to anthony's house
-met his whole family
-his sister bought him condoms
-that was embarrasing
-came home
-dad made fun of me alot
-today was stupid
-don't have to go to school wednesday
-or thursday or friday
-or next week
-will paint room lime green next week
-bobby the jr. on my bus wants mah babys
-haha. yeah right. mr.nipple
-that's all for now. more updating once i get a comment.
-that's the new rule.
<3 jill0n |
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| the earth wants you back. |
[Mar. 19th, 2005|12:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rilo kiley- plane crash in C | ] |
well, today i am visiting XTC with everyone in like 40 minutes.
then later tonight i'm hanging out with melerkneee. i haven't seen her in 3 months, and i miss her. we are babysitting her little sister, which is usually fun but her friend alex will be there and i don't really know him so it won't be as much fun as i wanted it to be.
alright. more updating later?
mhmm.
<3//JILL0N
please forgive me, for laughing at your jokes. |
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| why can't they just let the poor girl rest in peace? |
[Mar. 13th, 2005|07:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | exanimate | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bright eyes | ] |
don't waste your time on life.
today i spent 10 hours in a car with my dad driving my brother up to his college where we got locked out and had to wait and hour to go into his tiny smelly dorm room and sit and unpack when my dad sent me to the bathroom, the disgusting bathroom with only 2 showers and when i came back i heard my dad threw the door yelling at my brother about his pot smoking.
then i rented the virgin suicides to see it a second time because i just finished reading the book. now i am here. and i am really bored. my grandpa just called i hope he doesn't ask to speak to me.
i wish i had something else to say, something to catch the now four people who actually read this up on. but i don't so sorry.
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| just rub your eyes until they hurt. |
[Mar. 9th, 2005|04:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  numb | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rilo fucking kiley | ] |
when someone is constantly telling you
that they love you and they need you
and you are their world
it feels pretty fucking good
but when the dump you
just because they were worried about you [???]
becuase you smoke cut and drink
even though they still like you
it hurts really bad.
because apparently you can only care about someone if you are romanticaly involved.
i've never needed a cigarette
but i do now
i guess that's bad or something
but i just want one
i should have gone to block buster with a.j.
if you think you're bullet proof
well, you're right.
i could have sworn i would have been happy
and i have jackie to prove it. |
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| science vs. romance |
[Mar. 7th, 2005|09:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bright eyes (duhh.) | ] |
i miss kaitlyn.
happy birthday, darling.
[we love you very very very very very very very much]
everytime i write in here
i have to pee
god.
a.j. is home.
[my brother]
yesterday we watched "coffee and cigarettes"
and he got excited when the buys from
wutang clan
and bill murray
came on
it was the best part...
and bobby cut his hair.
wtf?
and ignorededed me today on the bus
'cause all these japs his age were there
and they asked me questions and i just wanted to read
and that 7 year old
wont shut the fuck up
i put my headphones on as loud as they go and i could still lhere the little bitch screaming
if his sister wasn't on the bus...
rarrrrrr.
okay. comment!!!
bye//<3jillian |
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