urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth till you realize the blood is probably yours accedentaldeth 2005-04-27T20:52:20Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:16253 2005-04-27T20:52:20Z 2005-04-27T20:52:20Z the stills AbusClint: hey<br />AbusClint returned at 4:37:34 PM. <br />AbusClint: thats crazy<br />d cfc621: werdd<br />AbusClint: yeah<br />d cfc621: it was nice talking to you today<br />d cfc621: 'bout time<br />AbusClint: i know<br />d cfc621: i dumped my boyfriend right after lunch<br />AbusClint: i was gonna say the same thing<br />AbusClint: really?<br />d cfc621: for the second time in the past two days<br />d cfc621: yeah<br />AbusClint: i was just gonna ask you <br />AbusClint: if you did<br />d cfc621: well, i did.<br />d cfc621: we're just friends blah blah.<br />d cfc621: i told him i liked someone else.<br />AbusClint: o, do you? <br />d cfc621: i don't lie, remember?<br />AbusClint: aye yes <br />AbusClint: who? <br />d cfc621: don't worry about it<br />d cfc621: i'm not going to make an ass of myself<br />AbusClint: how would you make an ass out of yourself? <br />AbusClint: i just wanna know <br />d cfc621: you already know though<br />AbusClint: i do? <br />d cfc621: blahh<br />d cfc621: i'm being an ass now, see.<br />AbusClint: no i am <br />AbusClint: i really am an ass hole <br />d cfc621: why is that<br />AbusClint: i dont know <br />AbusClint: i just feel like i am <br />d cfc621: you were only mean to me once.<br />d cfc621: and you appologized for it.<br />d cfc621: do you reallly not remember when you said you just wanted to be my friend/<br />d cfc621: /<br />AbusClint: i really dont<br />AbusClint: i still like you <br />AbusClint: and when i heard you had a b/f <br />AbusClint: i was jealous<br />AbusClint: really jealous<br />d cfc621: too bad, i like seome kid with a beatles tie but he's going out with my english teacher so :-\<br />AbusClint: ha <br />AbusClint: you didnt hear? <br />AbusClint: mr dillon and I <br />d cfc621: mr. dillon likes me more.<br />AbusClint: we broke up after lunch<br />d cfc621: did you?<br />AbusClint: yeah <br />d cfc621: sorry to hear that.<br />AbusClint: yeah its okay <br />AbusClint: we're still friends <br />d cfc621: blah blah.<br />AbusClint: yeahhhh<br />AbusClint: i feel bad for your sister<br />d cfc621: why?<br />AbusClint: because your beautiful, and shes not. and she's supposed to be your twin <br />d cfc621: i always thought she was the better looking one.<br />d cfc621: i was looking at our pictures from when we were kids and she was cute and i was scarey :-(<br />AbusClint: well things definetaly turned out differently<br />AbusClint: shes def not more pretty than you are<br />AbusClint: i think your beautiful <br />d cfc621: well thank you.<br />d cfc621: heather, mr.dillon, and i all thing you are quite a looker also.<br />d cfc621: but i'll kick heathers ass.<br />AbusClint: ha <br />d cfc621: she's blonde.<br />AbusClint: yeah <br />AbusClint: haha<br />d cfc621: psh.<br />AbusClint: im really scared of her, she stalks me <br />d cfc621: nicole reed told me that heather told her that heather told you that someone likes you and she wouldn't tell you who<br />d cfc621: that was me that she was talking about <br />d cfc621: so much gossip in this school, tsk tsk.<br />AbusClint: it was you? <br />AbusClint: yeah she told me that <br />AbusClint: i hoped you liked me <br />d cfc621: but i had tolddd you i liked youu<br />AbusClint: o<br />AbusClint: it was before<br />d cfc621: true true<br />d cfc621: but i never liked my boyfriend anyway<br />d cfc621: sometimes i have trouble sasying no<br />AbusClint: o<br />AbusClint: yeah i have that too<br />AbusClint: sometimes <br />d cfc621: besides this one time i was like no and the dude didn't listen<br />d cfc621: and i was mad<br />AbusClint: o<br />AbusClint: yeah <br />d cfc621: it was worth sitting next to brie today.<br />AbusClint: ha yeah on the other side<br />d cfc621: i wasn't all lonley <br />AbusClint: yeah <br />d cfc621: because usually only brie talks to me<br />d cfc621: or ivy ahhh<br />AbusClint: haha<br />AbusClint: ill brb <br />AbusClint: 10 minn<br />AbusClint: brb!<br />d cfc621: alrigt<br />AbusClint is away at 4:50:42 PM. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:16089 2005-04-24T20:35:17Z 2005-04-24T20:35:17Z zolof and the rock and roll destroyer A.J. IS COMMING HOME IN A WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:15788 2005-04-23T15:57:45Z 2005-04-23T15:57:45Z quasi [yay jackie] i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate my mother. i hate 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i hate her. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:15367 2005-04-23T03:03:36Z 2005-04-23T03:03:36Z bright eyes for breakfast i had a shot of wisky and a cigarette<br />then my mom came home and made me go shopping<br />i got alot of nice panties<br />and clothes<br />but i still hate shopping<br />i dyed my hair, but you can't even tell<br />then i went to the mall<br />with out jackie[ my twin], thank god<br />i made friends with james and kevin<br />no not james<br />his name is chappie<br />chappie and kevin<br />we drew a penis on the table<br />i mean, a smile face<br />they lit a fiercracker<br />we got kicked out for 6 months<br />they went to utopia<br />we went back to the mall<br />p.i.g.<br />i gave kyle a hickie for 7 minutes straight<br />i was timed<br />it was suposed to be only five minutes<br />but robster is mean<br />we bought a new back<br />i smoked half of mine<br />had a wonderful night<br />then i came home<br />everyone was fighting and i had to clean alot of stuff<br />now jackie is sending me sin city urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:15337 2005-04-22T00:16:48Z 2005-04-22T00:16:48Z the notorious b.i.g. my mom went to talk to my teachers today.<br /><br />mr. dillon loved me.<br /><br /><br />so it didn't matter what the other teachers say.<br /><br /><br />so i am in no trouble for the first time in my life.<br /><br /><br />and greg is giving strange signals<br />and pretends he never said what he said<br /><br /><br />what the fuck.<br /><br /><br /><br />it's okay, i'm black y'all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:14862 2005-04-20T22:19:19Z 2005-04-20T22:19:19Z heatmiser MChio577: because if u think about it.. one bad day isnt ur whole life<br />MChio577: no matter how bad it seems<br /><br /><br />oglado. love love love.<br /><br /><br /><br />can i get some comments, g?<br /><br />wtf, oglado.<br />wtf, oglado.<br /><br /><br /><br />oglado conversations = life.<br /><br /><br /><br />none of you know what i am talking about. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:14827 2005-04-14T22:40:51Z 2005-04-14T22:40:51Z bright eyes <p>you are my sunshine my only sunshine<br><br><br><font size="4">i'm going to beat you up.<br>i'm going to beat you up.<br>i will beat you up.<br>i will beat you up.<br>i hate you.<br>i hate you.<br></font></p> <p><font size="4"><font size="5">you&nbsp; make me happy, oh when skys are gray and gray and gray.<br><br><br><br></font></p></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:14535 2005-04-13T21:27:36Z 2005-04-13T21:27:36Z tilly & the wall <p><font size="5">you do not actually have to read this.</font></p> <p>so don't complain if it's too emo for you.<br><br><br><br>i'm only actually happy when i am with my friends.<br>but when i'm not with them i hate them and i hate everything.<br>and all i want is to be driving somewhere with my brother.<br>right now.<br>listening to wu tang clan.<br>and smoking camels.<br>right now.<br></p> <p>or to be sleeping.<br>and having no trouble.<br>and not waking up every few minutes.<br>even with a pill in my system.<br><br>or for my hiccups to go away.<br>and never come back.<br>and to let me breath right<br>from now on</p> <p>and i want you to go away<br>and to wish that my attempt this afternoon<br>had actually worked<br>so my good byes would be exact<br>and nothing would be out of place<br><br>that way everyone would be happier.<br>but they would think they were sad, just to get some sympathy.<br></p> <p>oh how people love sympathy.<br><br>you can't go nuts unless someone is watching you.<br><br><br>well, that's not how it is for me.<br>it's the opposite for me.<br>so stop your sympathy.<br></p> <p>AbusClint: im sorry for being mean<br>AbusClint: im sorry for being mean<br>AbusClint: im sorry for being mean<br>AbusClint: im sorry for being mean<br>AbusClint: im sorry for being mean<br>AbusClint: im sorry for being mean<br>AbusClint: im sorry for being mean<br>AbusClint: im sorry for being mean</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>who do you <strong>want</strong> to belong to?<br></p> <p>i said don't worry about it, and you didn't.</p> <p><font size="7">but i wanted you to worry about it. because i would like to belong to you. i would like to belong to you i would like it very much.<br><br></font><font size="3">so sit back and pretend that this is about some other friend.</font></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:14021 2005-03-31T22:45:00Z 2005-03-31T22:45:00Z heatmiser one: pick 10 musicians.<br />two: post them and see who can guess which song of each musician's is your favourite.<br />three: once someone guesses right, bold that row and include your favourite song.<br /><br />MKAY!!<br /><br />1- elliott smith<br />2- rilo kiley<br />3- yeah yeah yeahs<br />4- billy joel<br />5- zolof the rock and roll destroyer<br />6- the distillers<br />7- the early november<br />8- bright eyes<br />9- death cab for cutie<br />10- the beatles urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:13739 2005-03-30T21:22:11Z 2005-03-30T21:22:11Z zolof the rock and roll destroyerrrrr <p><font size="6"><strong>rest in peace michelle<br>rest in peace tony</strong><br>rest in peace grant<br>rest in peace remy</font></p> <p><font size="6"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font size="4">just stay off the fucking road.<br>just don't drink too much.<br>just stop doing something stupid.<br><br><br></font><font size="3">i know it's okay.</font></p> <p>i know it's okay.</p> <p>i know it's okay.<br><br><font size="5">everything is alright.<br>i'm fine.<br>everything is okay.<br>i'm alright.<br>everything is fine.<br>i'm okay.</font></p> <p><font size="5"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p>i'm hypocritical. the worst kind. first we break up. then later that night i call 5 times and beg for him to take him back. now we are both having second thoughts. and jackie probably hates me.<br><br>well i don't know what i want.<br>i don't know what i need.<br><br>i do know i don't need fucking prozac.<br>and i don't need school.<br>and i don't need ...<br><br><em>i don't need you.</em></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><font size="1">d&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; cfc621: whos motercyle is this?<br>hangmans Joke x: its not a motorcycle, its a chopper baby<br>d&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; cfc621: whos chopper is this?<br>hangmans Joke x: its zed's<br>d&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; cfc621: who's zed?<br>hangmans Joke x: zed's dead bay, zed's dead</font></p> <p><font size="1"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font size="1">i do need her, though.</font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:13531 2005-03-30T00:58:41Z 2005-03-30T00:58:41Z zolof the rock and roll destroyer!!!!we0yr <p><font size="4">i'm a terrible person.<br>i'm a terrible person.<br><font size="5">i'm a terrible person.</font><br>i'm a terrible person.<br></font></p> <p><font size="4">&nbsp;ughhhh t9-w3y5901h24 #^ 343463523</font></p> <p><font size="4">6 %&amp;:$]56 349-763[56&amp;P$(<br>_% ##<br>$%*%^%%^*R^*%&amp; UTYOG&amp;#+(Q@<br>W E&lt;gdhtgw</font></p> <p><font size="4"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font size="4"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font size="4">fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckfffffuckkk youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu</font></p> <p><font size="4"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font size="4"><u>what i ate today:</u></font></p><font size="4"> <ol> <li>chocolate covered bunny</li> <li>pizza</li> <li>smoothie</li></ol> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>gulpp.<br></p> <p><br><br></p></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:13232 2005-03-28T06:28:33Z 2005-03-28T06:29:21Z I didn't understand- Elliott Smith <hr><br /><font size="+1">Top Commenters on <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_accedentaldeth' lj:user='accedentaldeth' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://accedentaldeth.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a 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style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://scrapdog.livejournal.com/'><b>scrapdog</b></a></span>'s <b>LJ Comment Stats Wizard 1.4</b></small><br /><hr> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:12709 2005-03-27T04:23:24Z 2005-03-27T04:23:24Z death cab for cutie <p><font size="6">i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.</font><font size="7">i love anthony. </font><font size="6">i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.i love anthony.</font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:12310 2005-03-23T21:43:25Z 2005-03-23T21:43:25Z the stills alright. well, today i missed school.<br />but nanny-poo, mother dearest, that beast, made me do work for her.<br /><br />here is what i did:<br />-sort the laundry<br />-bring stuff downstairs to put into the workroom<br />-walk the dog we don't have<br />-dry the mouse cage<br />-clean my room ['twas very messy]<br />-do 3 loads of laundry<br />-take everything out of the dryer<br />-collect the hangers<br />-empty the dishwasher<br />-college the water glasses that were upstairs<br />-empty the cabinet under my mother's bathroom sink<br /><br />hmph.<br /><br />and to top it off, we drove all the way to my shrinks place to find out the appointment is actually tomorrow.<br /><br />rar.<br />well, anthony's comming over soon.<br />&lt;3jill0n urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:12063 2005-03-21T22:17:22Z 2005-03-21T22:17:22Z rilo kiley -grounded friday<br />-saw michelle saturday<br />-went to mel's saturday night<br />-met alex mogil<br />-he's cool<br />-watched "when harry met sally..."<br />-katie came over sunday<br />-she did my homework<br />-i went to anthony's house<br />-met his whole family<br />-his sister bought him condoms<br />-that was embarrasing<br />-came home<br />-dad made fun of me alot<br />-today was stupid<br />-don't have to go to school wednesday<br />-or thursday or friday<br />-or next week<br />-will paint room lime green next week<br />-bobby the jr. on my bus wants mah babys<br />-haha. yeah right. mr.nipple<br />-that's all for now. more updating once i get a comment.<br />-that's the new rule.<br /><br />&lt;3 jill0n urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:11914 2005-03-19T17:35:37Z 2005-03-19T17:35:37Z rilo kiley- plane crash in C <p><font size="5">well, today i am visiting XTC with everyone in like 40 minutes.<br>then later tonight i'm hanging out with melerkneee. i haven't seen her in 3 months, and i miss her. we are babysitting her little sister, which is usually fun but her friend alex will be there and i don't really know him so it won't be as much fun as i wanted it to be.</font></p> <p><font size="5">alright. more updating later?<br>mhmm. </font></p> <p><font size="5">&lt;3//JILL0N</font></p> <p><font size="5"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font size="5">please forgive me, for laughing at your jokes.</font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:11712 2005-03-18T20:04:22Z 2005-03-18T20:04:22Z the distillers <p><font size="7">JILLIAN WAS HERE.</font></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:10925 2005-03-14T00:48:01Z 2005-03-14T00:48:01Z bright eyes <p><font size="6">don't waste your time on life.</font></p> <p><font size="6"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font size="1">today i spent 10 hours in a car with my dad driving my brother up to his college where we got locked out and had to wait and hour to go into his tiny smelly dorm room and sit and unpack when my dad sent me to the bathroom, the disgusting bathroom with only 2 showers and when i came back i heard my dad threw the door yelling at my brother about his pot smoking.</font></p> <p><font size="1">then i rented the virgin suicides to see it a second time because i just finished reading the book. now i am here. and i am really bored. my grandpa just called i hope he doesn't ask to speak to me.</font></p> <p><font size="1">i wish i had something else to say, something to catch the now four people who actually read this up on. but i don't so sorry.</font></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:10617 2005-03-09T21:37:44Z 2005-03-09T21:37:44Z rilo fucking kiley <p><font size="4">when someone is constantly telling you<br>that they love you and they need you<br>and you are their world<br>it feels pretty fucking good<br>but when the dump you<br>just because they were worried about you [???]<br>becuase you smoke cut and drink<br>even though they still like you<br>it hurts really bad.<br></font><font size="5">because apparently you can only care about someone if you are romanticaly involved.</font></p> <p>i've never needed a cigarette<br>but i do now<br>i guess that's bad or something<br>but i just want one<br>i should have gone to block buster with a.j.<br><br><font size="7">if you think you're bullet proof<br>well, you're right.</font></p> <p><font size="5">i could have sworn i would have been happy<br>and i have jackie to prove it.</font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:10322 2005-03-08T02:13:36Z 2005-03-08T02:13:36Z bright eyes (duhh.) i miss kaitlyn.<br />happy birthday, darling.<br />[we love you very very very very very very very much]<br /><br />everytime i write in here<br />i have to pee<br />god.<br /><br />a.j. is home.<br />[my brother]<br />yesterday we watched "coffee and cigarettes"<br />and he got excited when the buys from <br />wutang clan<br />and bill murray<br />came on<br /><br />it was the best part...<br /><br />and bobby cut his hair.<br />wtf?<br />and ignorededed me today on the bus<br />'cause all these japs his age were there<br />and they asked me questions and i just wanted to read<br />and that 7 year old<br />wont shut the fuck up<br />i put my headphones on as loud as they go and i could still lhere the little bitch screaming<br />if his sister wasn't on the bus...<br /><br />rarrrrrr.<br /><br /><br />okay. comment!!!<br />bye//&lt;3jillian urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:10017 2005-03-06T03:26:20Z 2005-03-06T03:26:20Z rilo kiley <p>i just updated a few minutes ago.<br>but i felt like re-updating.</p> <p><strong><font size="7">i hate everyone.</font></strong></p> <p><font size="1"><strong>alot. except for a few people. jackie is cool. but he doesn't count because he doesnt live near me.<br>no offence jackie. you just aren't a syosset kid. you should thank god for it, too.<br><br><br><br></strong>okay. bye//&lt;3jillian</font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:9961 2005-03-06T02:55:48Z 2005-03-06T02:55:48Z bright eyes im updating. <br />because jackie called me a whore.<br />he is the only person who reads this.<br />i have to pee.<br /><br />hold on a second.<br /><br /><br />okay, okay. blatter is empty.<br />i may begin.<br /><br /><br />um. nothing has happened.<br />i fucking hate st.doms.<br />mom wanted to take me to the hospital last night.<br />all i need is some tlc.<br />just kidding.<br />i just wanted to say that.<br />what i need is to die?<br />or maybe to quit school and still get success?<br /><br />yeah. what ever.<br />i've got nothing left to say, not like it cares because jackie is the only one who reads this and i'm already talking to him right now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:9595 2005-02-26T05:23:58Z 2005-02-26T05:23:58Z billy joel <p><strong>JILLIAN'S DEFINITIONS.</strong></p> <p><strong></strong>&nbsp;</p> <p><strong><u>Show:</u></strong> When the emo scene kids and the bored kids get together to stand around and fake slam dance to bad local band's that no one has ever heard.</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>alright, so i went to the p-unit show.<br>it's boring me now. [calvery, that is.]</p> <p>the best part is when i walk in the <em>freezing cold</em> with everyone and go to bbking.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:9360 2005-02-25T19:10:52Z 2005-02-25T19:10:52Z the blood brothers i got my hair cut<br />i look super cool<br /><br /><br />mhmm<br /><br /><br />calvery show tonight<br />p-unit!<br />it's been awhile<br /><br />prob walking to bbking with kenny and them?<br />idk. sounds like a plan. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:accedentaldeth:9174 2005-02-25T03:52:20Z 2005-02-25T03:52:20Z the distillers -gyspey rose lee okay.<br />so once i am done with syosset<br />and once i am done with highschool<br />i am going to take all the money out of my bank accout<br />[which will be alot!]<br />and i will move to london<br />with jackie and rachel<br />and we will own a flat together<br />and we will have the best time ever<br />and they don't know this<br />but eventually<br />we will adopt a kid<br />a little boy<br />and we will make him grow up to be the best<br />THE BEST<br />kid in the world<br />all because we will teach him what he has to know<br />about everything<br />and we will be aunt jillian<br /> uncle jackie<br /> and aunt rachel<br /><br /><br />and we will have a house full of<br />cigarettes<br />and white wine<br />and vodka<br />and vicodin<br />and weed for jackie<br />and and and<br />nothing<br />and <br />no one<br />can stop these plans from happening<br />because they will happen<br /><br /><br />and i am excited<br />because i day dream about it everyday